That nothing turned out the way we thought it would & that it was all my fault. I really am.
Had an amazing weekend;
At the college retreat. So many good moments. It feels good to be loved and make new friendships with people who actually care for you! I’m pumped up
It's been a rough day;
I find that I am fighting with the person I have been and the person I am becoming. It feels really strange in that my natural reaction to something will be one way, but then another voice steps in and tells myself to knock it off. It sounds crazy because, well, it is crazy. I hope that this will see an end.